What I thought I knew…
There’s something that’s been bothering me lately, and I just don’t know how to let it out. I don’t want to get into specifics, but things that I thought I knew lately have become a bit unfamiliar, almost foreign to me. I feel so removed from certain things, almost left out of a very important event.
I know that there are some things that have changed, slowly over the course of the last few months, but I had thought that the relationships I’m referring to were strong, and that the core would be there for the long term. But a couple of things have happened (or not happened as the case may be) that have made me question what I thought to be the truth.
I don’t know why these things have changed like they have, or how my perspective has been skewed; I just know that it has, and that I’ve been hurt by it.
Of course there’s a chance that I’m jumping to conclusions, and that I’m way off base with what I’m perceiving to be the truth. I guess only time will tell. Nobody knows what the future will bring, but in the long run I know it’s all for the best.
What the heck is going on?
I hope, in time, everything works out for you!
What races are you running in the future? I am signed up for the Legend, The Hippie Half and the Detroit Half.
I agree…what is up? Although this comment is a little late. You hadn’t written in so long that I missed the post on my reader.
One thing I’ve learned the past few years is life is constantly changing and things we thought would be static and have continuity often don’t. Then you get surprised in a positive way in other areas. But if you feel like relationships that meant a lot to you are slipping/have slipped, you should talk with that person/those people. Especially if they mean so much to you!
Take care of you! I dreamed about A2 last night, I’m actually missing there.